March 1, 2012

stickied, favorite: march madness

FOR EVERYBODY:

I am giving you the liberty of asking me three questions (no more, no less) and with that, the privilege of an honest-to-goodness answer.


*been seeing this in a number of blogs I've been visiting, just thought I might give it a try.

{ music } How You Remind Me ~ Nickelback


Written by attribbidda at 05:50 PM.

should I culture this?



May 9, 2012

just today...

Miss B walks right into the lab, her eyes slightly swollen like she cried the night before, her cheeks starting to show signs of swelling, was obviously late, and apparently shaken.

"Alam mo bang pinagbuhatan ako ng kamay ng tito ko kagabi dahil sinabi kong hindi maganda yung ginagawa nya sa kapatid nya?"

And I just wasn't able stop myself from letting out a gasp of horror.

"Akalain mong hanggang alas-tres ng madaling araw kanina eh nagkakagulo kami dahil sa kagagawan nya?"

She proceeded to tell me about how her uncle was asking his sister to sign a certain document that would make him a sort of employee (a ghost employee in short) in the department she (the aunt) was working in, and how she (Miss B) did not agree to that... And how she took that blow to the face that also landed a spot in her poor old lola who happened to be standing behind her, and how they both fell to the ground.

Miss B was trying really hard to fight back tears, as she sort of struggled to tell me how she really wanted to fight back, but then, she remembered her condition (she had an operated right shoulder [all the way to her breast, actually] that might receive more blows) and her grandmother who might get in the middle of the brawl.


...and I'm still quite shaking until now.



{ music } Just A Dream ~ Nelly


Written by attribbidda at 08:05 PM. Filed under seriously..., the confessions of a workaholic... 'chos!.

should I culture this?



May 5, 2012

coming of age

It's only been months, but I feel like it's been a year (probably more).


I've never thought I'd be feeling more at peace with myself.

Now, I kinda know what I want:

I'm not going to ask for things for myself anymore. I'm asking for the betterment of his life: that things would get in line so he could finally free himself from the situation that he's in. Never mind if we'll be together or not, I just hope that his life gets better, period.

My lil' bro's been acting a little waaay to weird these days, I wonder what's up?


Written by attribbidda at 02:24 PM. Filed under seriously..., inked.

should I culture this?



April 15, 2012

when lies and deceptions collide

Sure, she had her heart set on having the child. Or so she says...

Her b.o.w has already ruptured, leaving the child without nourishment, she isn't eating right either (yung ka-duty nya sa pharmacy na-diet na tuloy! haha), literally starving the poor thing to death, until its heart... stopped.


ABORTION : non-septic; non-induced; 10-11 weeks by AOG from a 38 yr-old primigravid.


I showed her this *see photo above*, and amazingly, she was poker-faced. Gheeeeeeesh. Parang wala lang sa kanya. She calmly told me that she's on her 16th week (na pala, ang bilis!), and that the FHT is undetectable through ultrasound na daw. And guess what. She seems so happy with it.

Haaaaaaaay.

{ music } Superwoman ~ Karyn White


Written by attribbidda at 11:25 AM. Filed under seriously..., inked.

4 had pathologic growth/s



April 7, 2012

Soooo true.

WHO YOU ARE NOW IS THE SUM OF ALL THE CIRCUMSTANCES, EVENTS, AND CHOICES YOU'VE MADE AND WENT THROUGH.

So don't go telling people that they've changed just because they aren't their "usual" selves: the one you thought you knew. Think of how you've treated them first before saying that.

OK?!


#that felt so good.


{ mood } relieved


Written by attribbidda at 06:54 PM. Filed under quotes and more, seriously....

should I culture this?



April 4, 2012

favorite: Me + Her Little Secret PART IV : Redemption

Miss B sends me a text message a few minutes before I punch in to shift:

"Mabuti naman at matino ang isip ni (insert HER name here). Hindi nya na ipa-a-abort yung baby.. Pero hindi nya na lang din sabihin sa iba."



gheeeeesh.

Thank You Lord. For giving her enlightenment.

Wag lang po sana magkaron ng problem yun baby sa mga pinaggagawa niya.


{ music } Stronger ~ Kelly Clarkson


Written by attribbidda at 05:35 PM.

2 had pathologic growth/s



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